Category Archives: road to baby

discovering they’ll be big brothers

Telling the boys that they were going to be big brothers was super exciting.  My heart was pounding all morning waiting for the time that Jim would make it to Colorado and we could tell them!  We had received the call from the doctor that all the blood tests had come back and baby was…

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the first trimester

There it was, the positive test, and saying I was ecstatic is an understatement.  That immediate reaction is always a heart racing excitement and positive attitude and dreams of a baby in my arms, but a positive pregnancy test after multiple losses is mixed with so much fear.  No matter how many people tell you to…

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found – miscarriage feelings

I recently found this note I had written in a journal.  A beautiful journal I had bought (because I have a journal obsession) to write down my feels after having my fourth loss.  It only had this one entry in it.  I tend to do that, buy pretty paper, books, journals, pens, write a few…

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truth

The truth is infertility hurts.  I believe whole heartedly that it will happen again for me, I have to believe it if not month after month I wouldn’t be pushing forward and trying again.  And when someone tells me I am not being positive enough or putting it out into the universe I want to…

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opening up about infertility

  carolyn_mara it’s #internationalwomensday| and I’m feeling less than. had one of those mornings where the tears flowed freely and the pain seemed like it wouldn’t end. I’ve wanted another child for almost five years now, I don’t talk about the negative test after negative test, or the miscarriages after positive ones, for fear of judgement…

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